my dear

Yeaah....I'm sitting here.
Alone once again.
Waiting for you.

To be honest we both know we can never be together.
But just that hope that remains is whats keeping me going.
The little time we've spent together is what made me realize what a fool I am.

We've both lied and slept around, did our share of fuckin' up.
But now I'm done.
Are you?

Hm silly question...you're never done.
At least I've never seen you finish.
Maybe someone else has.

Do you love them?
Have they seen that wondrous smile that I'll most likely never see again?
Do they Truly love you? Or is it fake like we once were.
Well like you thought we were.


I think different though.
I guess that's what made our conversations so interesting.


I don't want it to end....but you already knew that. Why make up such cliche excuses that will end up being laughed at later on. You know I love you and I always will, but we just can't stay this way forever.






Why can't we?