When I think of your face tears flow down mine. I need what you have to give! I crave it. I yearn to feel the way I did that time not so long ago. For it dives me mad to know you're wasting such passion, Love, Desire and your Life on such a.................. I dare not to fill in the blank, because I know when I've been beat. I should stand down and realize I've lost, But I can not.
I'm fighting a losing battle as did Japan during world war two. You are Hiroshima and she is the nukes. You are the people and she is the radiation. I seem to be the cancer. Or actually I seem to be nothing. Nothing in your eyes is what I'll always be. I will stay optimistic even though you've broke my heart.
The remaining hope seems redundant at this point but, what else do I have left to hold on to?
Lame? I think so.
Can be fixed? OF COURSE IT CAN MY PRETTIES!!
Your wondertwink Kichi Will just pull random shit outta his ass and throw it onto a blog :)))) Everyone will be happy then ahaha n_n
Starting today! Or perhaps tomorrow...or in a week.... I WILL START UP A DAILY BLOG =D.
Might not be the most interesting. Blog you'll read but as my description says.
IT WILL HAVE ALL YOUR LITTLE HEARTS DESIRE. Unless you desire straight people. Then piss off you ignorant cuntfucker.
Alone once again.
Waiting for you.
To be honest we both know we can never be together.
But just that hope that remains is whats keeping me going.
The little time we've spent together is what made me realize what a fool I am.
We've both lied and slept around, did our share of fuckin' up.
But now I'm done.
Hm silly question...you're never done.
At least I've never seen you finish.
Maybe someone else has.
Do you love them?
Have they seen that wondrous smile that I'll most likely never see again?
Do they Truly love you? Or is it fake like we once were.
Well like you thought we were.
I think different though.
I guess that's what made our conversations so interesting.
I don't want it to end....but you already knew that. Why make up such cliche excuses that will end up being laughed at later on. You know I love you and I always will, but we just can't stay this way forever.
Why can't we?
The parental force thinks my sister isn't a 'GOOD ROLE MODEL' and 'IRRISPONSIBLE' so yep I'm back here in this shithole of a country -_-
I've returned to the school full of slaggots and arseshiners, and Im not too pleaased about it. I would be pleased though if a giant fuckin' rock came and destroyed the uk.
annnd a poem to finish this off
My companion in the skies Tsure mo ari
My plans were for my mate to come back here (japan) from finlandia. We were SUPPOSED to go to that PS company show, whatever the fuck they called it, and we were going to have a shitload of fun T.T and sex which adds onto the fun. Now he's saving up all of his cash for the future -_- PEH! Is all I have to say about that. Anyways now I'm pissed and dunno wtf to do.
I still love you though mate XD